Monday, April 30, 2012


Thank God! Two weeks of stress and anxiety ended with S' report turning negative. (can't say how grateful or how relieved i am)

Now, i will wait for the baby peacefully. Too tired to write long posts, but wanted to update.
Thanks for the wishes.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Full term.
Well, almost and waddling
i must eat and he must not
The nasty process of cleaning up the insides
for science to play with the body
colonoscopy, endoscopy, and biopsy
sleepless night, long night
worried sick
five-star looking hospital that doesn't drive the fear away,
that doesn't make your loved one look any less vulnerable.
as if He shares a one-on-one relation with me among the billions and trillions
i pray
no, not ready for cancer
please say it is not.